I-ma-gin-a-ation!

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I will become the person I want to be--have wanted to be. I am dedicated to you and I love you dearly, please give me a chance to make up my flaws to you someday.




Other news. I watched Claymore. Holy shit, awesome!
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    Kakusei no Kodo - Masanori Takumi
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Fallout 3, what in dear god is wrong?


Shirataki says:
 Well there is no choice not to if you have energy weapons.
 You will go and you will like it.
Dasein says:
 o.o
Shirataki says:
 Because there are laser pistols
Dasein says:
 oic
 yeah I have a laser rifle
Shirataki says:
 WHERE?!
Dasein says:
 らす
 るるるるるる
 らーら
 手君地も二巻背に幹に身まちせちみいといてかは
 らーら
Shirataki says:
 Indeed.
Dasein says:
 らせるら
 なもるるるる
Shirataki says:
 I agree completely.
Dasein says:
 らるら
 りもはちら
 るほほ
 てかは
 ほるほ
 154654
Shirataki says:
 This is fascinating
Dasein says:
 りもはちら
 てかは・ぬ
 o.o
 why
 it just like
 started typing in japanese
 all of a sudden
 when I alttabbed
 lmfao
 oh god I can't stop laughing
Shirataki says:
 ......
 That is fucking weird
Dasein says:
 Lol
 lmfao
 x.X
 yes
 yes it is

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    giggly giggly
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Studying skewlz

Shirataki says:
 Awesome?
Dasein says:
 I guess
 lots of memorising
 to do
 about psychology
 >.>
 and lots of other subjects
 pertaining to not psychology
 etc
 leading up to
 college sucking my brains out
 that or exploding my head
 not sure how to go about this
 I guess I'm going to takes notes on each chapter
 and after taking the notes I'll form questions to ask myself pertaining to the notes
 memorise the information, then take the premade tests at the end of the chapter
 and that should form a base in my head
 I guess
 o.O
Shirataki says:
 I just remember stuff.
Dasein says:
 so if I do that I should have at least a small amount of info for when I actually start
 well I'm not a genius like your stupid ass
 >.>
 I remember things too but it isn't about remembering with luck
 it's about remembering...
 ....
 everything
 Lol
 the essentials at least
 iunno my goal is to like
 have a perspective of it before I actually begin
 so instead of it all being new and not actually learning everything the first time, I'll possibly be able to go about it as if I have previous knowledge
 and feel less threatened
 o.o;
Shirataki says:
 And that way your teacher can be like YOU WHORE, YOU'LL LEARN IT THE WAY I SAY IT
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    productive productive
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I'm grieving. Moreta died!

No no no no no! >.<

Can't stop reading E.E. Cummings poems. Augh


(once like a spark)

if strangers meet
life begins-
not poor not rich
(only aware)
kind neither
nor cruel
(only complete)
i not not you
not possible;
only truthful
-truthfully,once
if strangers(who
deep our most are
selves)touch:
forever

(and so to dark)



Why the hell does time have to feel so infinite when it isn't? Why do I enjoy my saddest moods most of all?  I feel the most happiness when I feel the most surrendered to existence. Is that good or bad? I spend all my time searching for something to occupy . . . all the time. This feeling of utter chaos is just me unable to control my own perception and destiny. I don't know. Tired..
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    Radiohead - Gagging Order
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My perception of existence has changed greatly. I hope I can remember this feeling of appreciation throughout the rest of my years . . . Who knows? I regret having wallowed in pity for so long.I know I need help, but I slowly face reality on my own terms.

I don't know what to say.

I've found myself! No, I've made myself. Officially! I know who I am and where I want to be.


I've known this for a while, but I hope I'll look back on this and return my optimism.


since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers.  Don't cry
-the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says
we are for each other: then
laugh leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis


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    satisfied satisfied
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Do not offer me a contract
Got no use for a house by the sea
All I ask for is a warm body
To keep this winter from killing me

Everytime you close your eyes and lie still
You look just like a dead man
Dead man, dead man, I'll sing your story
Dead man come to live again

Scan the skies for signs of heaven
Heaven, what use is heaven for you?
Spend your time instead
Spend your time with us, us
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    Your Light is Spent by Owen Pallett in Final Fantasy
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Shirataki says:
Battlefield games seemed fun
Dasein says:
I want something weird like Animal Crossing
Shirataki says:
...in a shooter?
Dasein says:
lol no
Dasein says:
I just mean
Dasein says:
that or a shooter
Dasein says:
>.>
Shirataki says:
That would be awesome, though, i have to admit.
Dasein says:
lmfao
Dasein says:
that would be weird
Shirataki says:
And animal crossing style shooter
Dasein says:
lmfao
Shirataki says:
An
Dasein says:
fucking
Dasein says:
walking around gangsta in the little village
Dasein says:
shootin up peeps
Dasein says:
<.<
Dasein says:
or um
Dasein says:
holding up the fox
Shirataki says:
I can seen Bob going insane
Dasein says:
cat burglarizing the museum
Shirataki says:
I love Bob
Dasein says:
lmao
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    loved orgasm'd.
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At 26, Troost followed his wife to Kiribati, a tiny island nation in the South Pacific. Virtually ignored by the rest of humanity (its erstwhile colonial owners, the Brits, left in 1979), Kiribati is the kind of place where dolphins frolic in lagoons, days end with glorious sunsets and airplanes might have to circle overhead because pigs occupy the island's sole runway. Troost's wife was working for an international nonprofit; the author himself planned to hang out and maybe write a literary masterpiece. But Kiribati wasn't quite paradise. It was polluted, overpopulated and scorchingly sunny (Troost could almost feel his freckles mutating into something "interesting and tumorous"). The villages overflowed with scavengers and recently introduced, nonbiodegradable trash. And the Kiribati people seemed excessively hedonistic. Yet after two years, Troost and his wife felt so comfortable, they were reluctant to return home. Troost is a sharp, funny writer, richly evoking the strange, day-by-day wonder that became his life in the islands. One night, he's doing his best funky chicken with dancing Kiribati; the next morning, he's on the high seas contemplating a toilet extending off the boat's stern (when the ocean was rough, he learns, it was like using a bidet). Troost's chronicle of his sojourn in a forgotten world is a comic masterwork of travel writing and a revealing look at a culture clash.
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    loved monogamous.
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David Shrigley's Worried Noodles

I love Owen Pallett (Final Fantasy [the band]), so naturally I love anything containing his work . . . thusly:






the joy of having a baby is a wonderful thing to feel
and the joy of getting married makes you really glad
the joy of correct posture will certainly improve your life
and joy of buying a new house is good for you and your wife

the joy of travelling the world is awesome to behold
and there is a joy to buying cheap goods abroad and saving lots of money
the joy of having diseases cured makes you feel really great
but joy from taking heart drugs will rapidly give way to misery


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    YACHT - I saw you